Intruder In the Night

Intruder In the Night

Wait, what was that?

A dark silhoutte flitted across the terrace.

It was about 1.15 am.

Krishna had just settled down to sleep. His head was on my arm, growing heavier by the second. His father had already fallen asleep outside in the sitting room.

And just beyond, against the deep grey night sky left visible by open door curtains, a black figure flitted.

Not very tall, close-cropped head. Perhaps Dad’s caregiver Kishore? Did he need something?

I squinted into the dark. In vain. No figure flitted back. Then it wasn’t Kishore.

Had i fallen asleep for a moment?

No…

Was it an intruder?

The bedroom was glowing a safe, gentle gold in the light of the night lamp. A pleasant breeze encouraged the fan into competition. Krishna’s little head pressed hard into my arm, slack in sleep.

I gently extracted my arm, shaking it awake. Stole out of bed. Peered out. All was still and dark. My husband was in the deep sleep of a blameless soul. Peeked downstairs. All innocent souls and their hopefully innocent caregivers fast asleep in their beds.

I shut the bedroom door and crawled back into bed.

Let figures flit…

The sun beamed happily down on the morning chaos of my house.

“Kishore,” I asked. “Did you come upstairs last night?”

“Nooo Didi, why? When?”

“I saw a dark figure upstairs.”

“Nooo, it was not me. I don’t want to wake Krishna. Meera?” He looked at mom’s caregiver. (Yes, my home is now like a rehab centre. I’m waiting to get admitted myself.)

“What?” She blinked.

“Did you go up?”

“Baapre, no! I’m scared of the dark!” She then stared at me in horror. “Didi, you saw a ghost! Hai Ram!”

My gated complex’s security chief arrived.

“Madam, we will look around. We will find Evidence!”

I hurried after him. “What evidence?”

“A footprint. A chappal print. A shoe print!”

“How? I have a 2-foot concrete paving around the house. And then grass. The mud under the parijat tree is hard packed earth. “

He smiled indulgently. Crept around, examining the ground. Squinted up at the trees. Knocked on the waterpipe. Tried to climb the wall. Found it trivially easy.

But nary a print of Evidence.

“I will investigate, Madam,” he said, and pushed off.

“Vilaa!” Krishna flew upstairs and threw himself flat on the terrace floor, ready to lick it. My husband sprang at him and picked him up.

“Manjamma!” I cried out. “Hurry up, wipe the terrace!”

She came charging up with her mop and bucket. “Why Madam?”

“I doubt the intruder took off his chappals, washed his feet and hands and then came up! Krishna is licking the floor!”

Share this post:

Recent Posts

Look Beyond the Label

I am an author—an award winning author of fiction and this is the identity that I own with pride. Incidentally, the process of getting here involved quashing a few widely held myths about non-speaking autism and this is something that I have learned to take in my stride. It is also something that made me think about the ways in

Share this post:
Read More »

To Be Seen and Heard

The Invisible Weight of Autism Caregiving About four or five years ago, I was on the phone with Krishna’s psychiatrist. I remember I was walking around the garden while I spoke to her because the house was too noisy to have the conversation inside. We were talking about Krishna, of course. I don’t remember exactly what we were discussing that

Share this post:
Read More »

Am I Doing Enough for My Autistic Child?

When “enough” becomes an impossible question—and how to ask what is needed now Am I doing enough? It is such a familiar question in autism parenting that we can almost skip past the word doing and land directly on more. More therapy, more teaching, more research, more doctors, more effort, more money, more patience, more advocacy. Perhaps more sacrifice. But

Share this post:
Read More »

Autism and Medicines: What Every Parent Should Know

“Will my child need medicines?”“What can treat autism?” These are among the first questions many parents ask after their child is diagnosed with Autism Spectrum Disorder (ASD). It is a natural concern. Parents want to do everything possible to help their child, and medicines often seem like an obvious solution. Unfortunately, there is no medicine that cures autism. More importantly,

Share this post:
Read More »

What Happens After Us? (Part 2)

Where Do I Begin? How to plan for your child’s future—one thoughtful decision at a time In my previous article, I shared how Ravi and I came to realise that providing for Shravan’s future would require building a dedicated corpus to support him throughout his lifetime. The realisation was overwhelming. And then came the question every parent in our situation

Share this post:
Read More »

Send Us A Message